I hate the fact that fate of a female is so predetermined it transcends generations and species alike. They’re simply treated as vessels from which the society only knows how to take untill it becomes empty and then they’re easily discarded. And people still don’t stop sucking and tearing through that discarded and tattered soul scavenging for those little droplets of courage and strength left in between their dead organs.
Sometimes I feel good for the female foetus that gets killed before birth or just after it. Atleast she won’t have to suffer the same tragic fate. Atleast she won’t have to suffer the pain of giving without receiving an ounce of what she will give and when she will become unable to give, people will snatch from her fingers. She will see her courage leave through the loopholes in her grip. But then I feel sad for she wouldn’t ever be able to know these intangibles, she wouldn’t know what courage or strength is, she wouldn’t know happiness coz she wouldn’t experience the golden rays of the morning sun kiss her cheeks gently, she wouldn’t know peace coz she wouldn’t experience the shining diamonds on the grass in the morning hug her feet softly, she wouldn’t know friendship coz she wouldn’t hear birds singing sweet melody in her ears, she wouldn’t know love coz she wouldn’t experience wind engulfing her in an embrace, blowing through her dress and whistling in rhythm to her favourite song. I feel sad that she’ll never get to experience how beautiful this universe is yet I’m happy that she’s not here anymore coz even if she was, she probably would have time less to think about the beauty of the world but more about the way she can give and please. She would have time less to enjoy life but more to find ways she can survive and save herself from the hurtful clutches of this society. She would have time less to cater to her wounds but more to nurse people’s crown of ego. She would have time less to dive deep into her feelings and stand up for it. But who cares now, she’s in a better place.
Last modified: July 8, 2020
